Torn From The Inside Out #2020

Torn From The Inside Out By Sara Niles Torn From The Inside Out Narrative MemoirDuring a cold February thunderstorm in the dark of night Sara Niles fled for her life with her five children in tow forced to disappear in order to stay alive Torn From the Inside
  • Title: Torn From The Inside Out
  • Author: Sara Niles
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  • Page: 273
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  • Torn From The Inside Out By Sara Niles
    Torn From The Inside Out By Sara Niles Narrative MemoirDuring a cold, February thunderstorm, in the dark of night, Sara Niles fled for her life with her five children in tow, forced to disappear in order to stay alive.Torn From the Inside Out is a true story of extreme domestic violence and family dysfunction that begins with the heroic intervention of an 83 year old uncle, when Sara Niles was a 3 1 2 year oldNarrative MemoirDuring a cold, February thunderstorm, in the dark of night, Sara Niles fled for her life with her five children in tow, forced to disappear in order to stay alive.Torn From the Inside Out is a true story of extreme domestic violence and family dysfunction that begins with the heroic intervention of an 83 year old uncle, when Sara Niles was a 3 1 2 year old child, living in a perilous climate Sara s great great Uncle Robert saves her, and takes her home to live on a beautiful, paradisiac farm to live with he, and his childless wife, Sara s Aunt Molly.Set in the Rural South during a time of racial conflict, Sara begins her life racially mixed, half White and half Black, during the late 1950 s The story fast forwards, as the wonderful life provided by Sara s aged uncle and aunt falls apart, leaving Sara vulnerable to the advances of Vietnam Veteran Thomas Niles, whom she marries when only sixteen years old Niles is a violent and abusive man, given to sudden rages and fits of mood that were entirely foreign to Sara.True to Sara s optimistic spirit, Sara attempts to help Thomas Niles conquer his demons, while hoping and wishing for better times, and enduring abuse, Sara eventually comes to the realization Thomas Niles is a killer, who promises to kill her and every one of those children , if she tried to leave him.Torn From the Inside Out probes the depth of human behavior to the root of existence, as it emotionally traverses the soil of our hearts and souls Human relationships from early childhood through adulthood, color our views of selves and the world around us Our pasts are what make us what we are It is the pain that is experienced through earlier life that makes us wise in hindsight illuminating the past with new light It is through the lens of life that Sara tells her story In the process of my evolution, I became a victim of domestic war, an emotional casualty for a major portion of my life, entwined, entrapped and emotionally involved, until I learned how to become free Freedom has never been easily gained and has often come at high cost throughout history, but one thing I will always know is freedom is worth every fight, and all pain Sara Niles from Torn From the Inside OutIn every life there is a timeless and unforgettable minute or day that will be forever etched into our mind s memory I have unforgettable memories that are so vivid that I see them in Technicolor, and I hear them with surround sound Long after I am dead, I believe, I will remember Two of those memories were the days of my escape to freedom twice.I am the little girl who sat in the sand over fifty years ago, and this is my story.Thunder rattled the window panes two stories high and lightning split the sky it was as if the whole world was in turmoil that night My nerves were keyed up as tight as piano strings, and in a sudden moment of stillness and silence it felt as though my heartbeat was amplified ten times over He was over a hundred pounds greater than I, nearly a foot taller, and I knew he could move his muscled body into unbelievable sprints Rain started falling in torrents, while the storm raged outside I was not afraid of the storms of nature it was the storm inside this night that I knew I might not survive
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    • Sara Niles

      I was raised by eighty year old relatives, my great great uncle and several great aunts, all full of life s wisdom gained from years of living challenging lives I learned storytelling from the best my Uncle Robert told stories every night while sitting on the porch swing during breezy summer nights, as my Aunt Mollie, Aunt Bessie and Aunt Fannie chimed in The days were full of hard work keeping up the farm, and the nights were like magic, as the lone call of the Whippoorwill provided staccato breaks during the brief silences.Even when I was a small child no than five or six, I loved those story nights, full of life lessons and the combined history of our family I loved to listen, and to learn, and had ambitions to become many things in life, eager to claim my own future My unconventional life lacked the stability that I needed to reach my goals at that time My elders had limited life left in them, as age took them all away, one by one Like a drowning person, I desperately grabbed onto the nearest branch of salvation offered to me, and married a Vietnam Veteran seven years my senior, when I was only sixteen years old At first glance, I thought I had found a prince charming, but as the years passed rapidly by, I discovered the true nature of the violent man I had married In the process of my evolution, I became a victim of domestic war, an emotional casualty for a major portion of my life, entwined, entrapped and emotionally involved, until I learned how to become free Freedom has never been easily gained and has often come at high cost throughout history, but one thing I will always know is freedom is worth every fight, and all pain Sara NilesTorn From the Inside OutA good memoir will take the reader on an insightful journey that informs, raises awareness, and heightens social consciousness.Please Shareabout sara_nilesgofundme SaraNiles

    875 thoughts on “Torn From The Inside Out

    • Being a product of abuse, this book tug at many memories of mine that I choose to forget My heart ached for Sara and her children in every scene of abuse The author did such an amazing job writing the scenes that I felt as though I was standing right next to Sara during most of the book Be prepared for raw emotions to come out while reading this There is nothing terrifying then walking away, and I commend Sara on the courage she pulled from within to do it I really liked how she introduced us t [...]


    • Torn from the inside out is a non fiction account of a woman who spends thirteen years in an abusive marriage Synthesizing an entire book down to that one sentence robs it of the true horror that this book represents.The book follows Sara from her life as a child to her life as a battered wife What I expected and found in this book is the horrible, repetitive, numbing nature of domestic abuse In doing only that, Sara has done a service with her book For those of you not familiar with domestic ab [...]


    • In Torn From the Inside Out Sara Niles takes the reader through the escalating cycles of abuse Watching her grow from a lively and curious child to a tortured and demoralized wife and mother is a compelling if painful journey This is not a book for the squeamish but it is a book for anyone who has been impacted or has someone in her life who has been a victim survivor of domestic violence Born and raised in the rural south of the 1970 s Sara s story could as easily be about a girl raised in a bi [...]


    • This is a very touching book about one woman s struggle through the horror of domestic violence It s about how it affected her life as well as her children s life As a survivor of domestic violence myself I want to personally thank this author for sharing her story Now with that being said I also have to say that this book was a hard read for me The Book that I read was copyrighted 2004, and I believe there may be a newer edition available, however the one that I read is a self published book an [...]










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